Starting college early in July to get away from everything in my small home town didn't go like expected. I had wanted to get away from it all, the people here, the drama from the people here but it just got worse when I left. It was sort of like an "out of sight, out of mind" type thing. The guy who I had been crushing on forever had forgotten about me.
It hurts but you get over shit, right? Wrong. I know once a new guy comes into my life, I'll get over him..or so I hope. I had a couple flings at college but they were just one nighters and they weren't the same as any of the times when I was with the one who'd forgotten me.
Will I ever find someone to take his place? I mean, he already found someone to take mine...maybe it's not as hard as I think it is..or maybe it was just easier for him to move on because he wasn't emotionally invested in me to begin with.
Either way, this friday is homecoming at my old high school and I'm going to be at the football game and I know for a fact I'm going to see him there..with his new girl. It's gonna hurt to see them together but I'm going to make sure I look hot and show him what he's missing. I'm gonna let him know that he can do better than what he's got and I'm definitely the best.
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